mandypants<3 rocky horror was on last night, we all thought of you, but i couldn't bare to watch it. I remeber everytime it was on I would text you and we would sing a little bit together <3 but..i had noone to text last night. The transylvanians need their brad and janet back =[. I want to be so angry with God for taking you from us, but I guess I can't blame him..he missed you, but i miss you, and it hurts everyday to wake up and know i cant speak to you. I need my best friend, my sister, this isn't fair. Penny misses you too, she slept on your shirt last night, the one you left here, she brought it into my bed with her, i keep telling myself that that was a sign that you are here with me still. i'm gonna come see you tomorrow, maybe i'll bring her with me. I guess I should go now. I miss you best friend, come see me in my dreams <3 i'll be waiting. i love you dotson <3 always n forever