it's halloween, and it reminded me of steve's birthday party three years ago at ally's house. you were dressed up as a prostitute, steve was willy wonka, and tricia and i were wayne and garth. i remember when we went to white castle. i was really sick, and you, tricia, and steve were off the walls. i remember that it was just the four of us, and on the way home, you and steve proceeded to make a massive mess in the back of my car with straw wrappers. i remember that i wouldn't let either of you get out of the backseat unless you cleaned it all up. it made me smile, and it's making me smile now. i have nothing but good memories, and though it will make me sad at times, as long as i smile at the end of it...that's all that matters. i love you eternally <3